| In this world you will have trouble. — John 16:33   Being the Hunted
Jesus called these people normal.
Jesus made a few promises about what would happen to us, regardless of our faith. Here is what Jesus promised those who love Him the most:
In this world you will have trouble. — John 16:33
Jesus didn't say, "In this world, there is a slight chance that you will go through hard times." Jesus didn't say, "If you don't have enough faith, you will have trouble." Jesus didn't say, "If you go to church, stop cussing, don't drink too much, and always keep your promises, then you won't have any trouble." Instead, Jesus said that trouble will hunt you.
Period.
If you are alive and breathing, you will have trouble in this world. Either you will hunt the dragon, or the dragon will hunt you. There is no escaping it.
Jesus had every right to make this statement. Jesus believed all the right things, and He had stronger faith and loved God more than you and I will ever be able to. Still, soon after making this statement, Jesus was arrested and nailed to a cross.
Faith, belief, and love do not buffer or barricade your life from trouble and hardship. In fact, sometimes it feels like having faith and doing the right things can attract trouble.
Remember that overwhelmingly sad feeling when you learned that someone you loved died? Remember the guilt and embarrassment you felt after your biggest failure was exposed? Remember facing the biggest problem in your life and thinking that it was impossible to fix?
Remember that time, as a little kid, when someone held you under the swimming pool too long, and you thought you were going to drown? Roll all of those emotions into one, carry them around with you every day from the time you wake up until the time you fall asleep, and you will begin to understand the dragon of depression.
When you experience the dragon of depression, your entire world is seen only through the lens of sadness, hopelessness, mourning, loss, emptiness, grief, pain, anger, frustration, guilt, and death. Death is always there, looming and lurking: "I can't live another minute like this. Death has to be better than this. The people around me would be better off if I wasn't here to hurt them. I can't do this anymore. This is never going to get any better."
The dragon of depression is a cyclical prison cell. It's like a dog chasing its own tail: "I am depressed. Because I'm depressed, I can't do what I need to do. This makes me feel like a failure. That makes me depressed. Because I'm depressed, I can't do what I need to do. This makes me feel like a failure. That makes me depressed."
David, the famous king from the Bible, knew these feelings well:
Have mercy on me, Lord, for I am faint; heal me, Lord, for my bones are in agony. My soul is in deep anguish. How long, Lord, how long? Turn, Lord, and deliver me; save me because of Your unfailing love. Among the dead no one proclaims Your name. Who praises You from the grave? I am worn out from my groaning. All night long I flood my bed with weeping and drench my couch with tears. — Psalm 6:2-6
How long, Lord? Will You forget me forever? How long will You hide Your face from me? How long must I wrestle with my thoughts and day after day have sorrow in my heart? How long will my enemy triumph over me? Look on me and answer, Lord my God. Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death. — Psalm 13:1-3
King David wasn't alone, and you aren't either. This might surprise some readers, but Jesus understands what depression feels like. In the Garden of Gethsemane, just before Jesus was arrested, He experienced the height of His depression:
Then He said to them, "My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death. Stay here and keep watch with Me." Going a little farther, He fell with His face to the ground and prayed, "My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from Me. Yet not as I will, but as you will." — Matthew 26:38-39
If you read Hebrews 4:15, it is clear that Jesus had been tempted in every way that we are, yet He walked through those temptations without sinning. But somewhere along the way, it seems some biblical scholar or translator decided "depression" was no longer included in the long list of ways that Jesus was tempted.
In my opinion, it's tough to read, "My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death" without concluding that Jesus was struggling with depression. Jesus essentially said, "I've been swallowed up to the core of My being with sorrow. The suffocating weight of My sadness is about to crush My life." Elsewhere, the Bible says this about Jesus' time in the garden:
Being in anguish, He prayed more earnestly, and His sweat was like drops of blood falling to the ground. — Luke 22:44
There is a medical condition (hematidrosis) brought on by extreme emotional anguish, strain, and stress during which the capillaries in the skin rupture, allowing blood to flow out of a person's sweat pores. So for hours, alone in a dark corner of a remote garden, Jesus fell down, curled up on the ground, cried, and prayed so intensely for deliverance from His circumstances that the blood vessels burst inside His skin. You can call it whatever you want, but to me it looks like emotional depression.
Jesus understood, and still understands, depression.
They went across the lake to the region of the Gerasenes. When Jesus got out of the boat, a man with an impure spirit came from the tombs to meet Him. This man lived in the tombs, and no one could bind him any more, not even with a chain. For he had often been chained hand and foot, but he tore the chains apart and broke the irons on his feet. No one was strong enough to subdue him. Night and day among the tombs and in the hills he would cry out and cut himself with stones. — Mark 5:1-5
Depression can be caused by many different things. In this guy's case, depression was caused by satanic attack or demonic oppression. The man in this story was possessed by many demons. If you're anything like me, you immediately think of The Exorcist or some sci-fi movie, but the reality is that, all through the Bible, we read descriptions of battles being fought in the spiritual realm.
The New Testament teaches that while a Christian cannot be possessed by Satan or one of his demons, he can be oppressed.
Satan continues to wage war against Christians by attacking or tempting us.
Troubles without number surround me" (Psalm 32:3-4, Psalm 71:18, Psalm22:14-15, Psalm 40:12).
The apostle Peter understood depression after he denied knowing Jesus. After his sin of denying Jesus, Peter wept bitterly (Matthew 26:75). Judas understood depression after he betrayed Jesus to his death. When the weight and guilt of what he had done finally hit him, Judas decided that committing suicide was the only way out of the belly of the dragon in which he found himself swallowed (Matthew 27:1-5).
Depression can also be caused by the difficult circumstances of our lives. Life can get so hard that it makes us depressed, and that's what Jesus was feeling in the Garden of Gethsemane. He understood why He needed to be sacrificed. He even knew the wonderful outcome that would result from His torture and death. Yet even though Jesus knew that the next few days would ultimately become the most wonderful event ever to occur in the history of the universe, the thought of them still caused Him to collapse to the ground, curl up, and cry until blood seeped from His pores.
Depression can also be the result of a physical illness.
Sometimes the circumstances of our bodies can cause us to become depressed. I'm not talking about body image issues causing someone to become depressed (although that happens often). I'm talking about synapses misfiring and chemicals becoming imbalanced. I'm talking about diseases within our bodies. This can be the most difficult cause of depression to wrestle with because you can't quite put your finger on the reason you are suffering.
You're simply suffering. More on this in a minute.
Regardless of the cause of depression, one factor remains constant: depression always centers on death and pain. Depression is about death. The naked guy on the beach in Mark 5 lived in a cemetery. When you feel dead inside, you begin to dwell on the things of death, and eventually that place becomes your home. Depression is also about pain. The man would cry out and cut himself with razorsharp stones.
Depression has many causes, it revolves around death and pain, and it has no easy fixes.
Let's continue with the story about the naked man on the beach:
When he saw Jesus from a distance, he ran and fell on his knees in front of Him. He shouted at the top of his voice, "What do you want with me, Jesus, Son of the Most High God? In God's name don't torture me!" For Jesus had said to him, "Come out of this man, you impure spirit!" Then Jesus asked him, "What is your name?" "My name is Legion," he replied, "for we are many." — Mark 5:6-9
Later in this story, Jesus sends the spirits away and heals the man. That's when the crowd shows up:
When they came to Jesus, they saw the man who had been possessed by the legion of demons, sitting there, dressed and in his right mind; and they were afraid. — Mark 5:15
Jesus is bigger, stronger, and Most High over everything.
In the story about the naked man at the beach, the demon of depression recognized and yielded to the authority of Jesus. Jesus is bigger than depression. Whether you personally hunted down your dragon or it stalked and ambushed you, Jesus can set you free again. Excerpted with permission from No More Dragons by Jim Burgen, copyright Thomas Nelson, 2014. Watch the No More Dragons Video 
Your Turn
In my years-long battle with depression, I so relate with being the hunted. That's exactly what it felt like. The enemy also heaped truckloads of shame onto my head for being so heart, mind and spirit-crushed. As a Pastor's Kid, you shouldn't struggle with depression – shame. As a Jesus follower and daughter of the King, how can you not have victory over this black hole? – shame. As a mother you are surely doing your five kids a disservice by this battle – shame. But, Jesus met me there and loved me right where I was and slowly but surely led me (and is still leading me!) out of that deep, dark well. And He can do it for you, too. If you're battling depression, Jesus understands and has such great empathy. He's been there. And, He loves you so much. Today, bring it to Him again. ~ Laurie McClure, Devotionals Daily Share this devotion with someone who needs it today. It's time to lose the scales
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